wow. once again. im sick. im bored. and i found something to keep myself occupied [23 Mar 2005|11:32am] from the awesome jodi! B a s i c s [x] Full name: regina rebecca revich [x] Nicknames: regi reggie reg and more i guess. [x] Screen name: yourxcadence and dedicatexmyxlife [x] Sex: woman haha but dont ever call me one [x] Birthday: may 3 [x] Height: 5'4 (almost) [x] Hair color: it was black and blond but my natural color is rejecting the black and its goin lighter again, time to redy [x] Is your hair long or short: trying to get it long again, but who knows [x] Eye color: blue/grey/green [x] City born in: kiev, ukraine [x] Location now: east bumblefuck, nj [x] Siblings: g- 21 [x] Parents married/divorced: married O t h e r [x] Do you have a job: no but im getting one again [x] Most interesting thing you've done this summer: oh man. this summer was a real trip. ive done plenty of interesting things <3 thanks to my great friends. [x] What store do you shop at the most: the online store lol. idk. i shop at shows a lot and thrift shops in red bank. but mostly...for jeans. hollister. [x] Have you ever done any drugs: im an angel. but yes [x] Do you collect anything: not anymore. [x] Do you keep your underwear and your socks in the same drawer: nope [x] Can you name all 4 Teletubbies: i would totally copy jodis but no. [x] Who do you really hate: i only hate one person. and well. she sucks [x] What are you addicted to?: boys. and procrastination. [x] Do you like jewelry?: just the jewelery i have on [x] Do you wear a watch?: nope. why check the time constantly? [x] Did/Do you have braces?: nope. [x] Do you believe in God?: no. [x] Do you believe in love at first sight?: love no. infatuation yes. and def sexual attraction [x] What are your favorite tv show(s)?: hmmm ashlee simpson. simpsons. my super sweet 16 just cuz those girls suck. pretty much mtv. the oc. friends (:() and many more. [x] What color tooth brush do you use?: blue/teal [x] Is the glass half empty or half full: half empty [x] Most dangerous thing you've ever done: hmm we dont talk aobut it. but lets just say it was in the basement of mike malleys house lol and it involved a lot of alcohol F e e l i n g s [x] Worst Feeling in the world: being lied to and finding out. totally seconding that from jodi [x] Best feeling in the world: love..until its gone and an orgasm lol [x] Can you define love?: yes. but i wont even try. cuz ill question it [x] Do you get along with your parents?: hmmm i guess [x] Do you get along with your siblings?: now that hes 21, yes N i g h t T i m e [x] What do you wear to bed: boy undies and a tank top usually [x] What's your bed time: recently early. but iv been sick. usually like 2 lol [x] Do you wish on stars: i used to [x] Is there a TV in your room: yep [x] What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: used to be hang up the fone now its push my puppy to his side of the bed [x] Do you dream every night?: yea. last night sucked M i s c e l l a n e o u s [x] How many schools have you been to: 5 [x] Are you passive or aggressive: aggressive [x] Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla [x] Would you rather be hot or cold: cold with someone warmin me up [x] What is your curfew: none anymore [Jewelry worn daily]: my guages, my industrial bar, my belly button, my other piercings, and my ring, my 2 cancer bracelets, a rubber band, 2 necklaces, a beaded bracelet, and a black bracelet [Pillow]: 2 [Shoes]: i have way to many. [Favorite top]: my hot hot hear shirt probably [Favorite bottoms]: jeans or a jean skirt [CD in stereo right now]: jet lol [Piercings]: 8 [tattoos]: one. soon to be a half sleeve as well [Hair] all colored and shit [What you are wearing now]: pj pants and a hoodie [In my mouth]: nothing [In my head]: a boy. and this survey [After this]: doing all the makeup work [Talking to]: nobody. im the only one home from school [The last thing you ate?]: strawberries [Some of your favorite movies]: the notebook, butterfly effect, donnie darko, antitrust, slc punk, and many more etc... [Do you believe in love at first sight]: u asked already [Do you belive in forgiveness]: i forgive too much [If you could have any animal for a pet]: id get my horse back. [Cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: i <3 new jersey. [What's something you wish you could understand better?]: why i have so much work to do [In the last 24 hours, have you] 01. Cried: yes 02. Bought something: yea 03. Gotten sick: yea 04. Sang: no 05. Eaten: yea just now 07. Felt stupid: very 08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: im not sure. 09. Met someone new: no 11. Talked to an ex: yea 12. Missed an ex: kinda 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes 14. Had a serious talk: it was one sided 15. Missed someone: yea 16. Hugged someone: no :( 17. Fought with your parent: yea 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yea. it sucked [Who] 01. Have you known the longest: olga, ryan (closest) 02. Do you argue with the most with: hmmm thats got to be ant. maybe devin. 03. Do you always get along with: iv never faught with steve. and taylor. 04. Is the trustworthiest: hmmm. ryan 05. Makes you laugh the most: either rob or ryan. 06. Has been there through all the hard times: olga. def. 07. Has the coolest parents: haha. idk. people say i do. taylor probably. i think 08. Have the coolest siblings: hmmm idk. johnny? 09. Is the most blunt: ME 10. Is the smartest: id have to say chang haha hes asian. i mean, come on [Personal] 01. Who is your role model: hmm 02. What are some of your pet peeves: haha idk. smoking. i hate it. and well. gross nails. and nasty teeth. 03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yep. but i got him. 04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes 05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: oh god. they always are mean to me. and well. its inevitable that theyll fuck me over. thats my type apparently 06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): hmm 07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yup 08. Rather be dumper or dumped: dumper. so much better. 09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": UGH i though hook up but now...who knows 10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes. 11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: oh definatly. 12. Do you want to get married: yea. 13. Do you want kids: yea. 14. Do you believe in psychics: i did until she told me to go get a buttlered corn muffin. that sucked. 15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: hmmm i thought i did. but no 16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eye color 17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i suck. idk. damn. 18. Are you happy with you: no 19. Are you happy with your life: i would be. but idk 20. If you could change something in your life, what would it be: id want to know what the fuck im doin with my life Do you.. 19. Color your hair?: yea 20. Have tattoos?: yea 21. Have piercings?: yes 22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no 23. Own a webcam?: yes 24. Own a thong?: yea 25. Ever get off the damn computer?: haha 27. Habla espanol?: sorta 28. Own a pet?: yea :) my pup Have you / do you / are you... 29. Stolen anything?: i dont think so no 30. Smoke?: yea. did. the 3 questions here were about obsessive compulsive. im not. Diagnostic Criteria? 35. Panic?: yea 36. Anxiety?: yea 37. Depressed?: oy 38. Suicidal?: wen im not aware of it apparently 39. Obsessed with hate?: just one. 40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: now i do. i was raped by i skeleton haha *Questions* 41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: now. i dont wanna say. ill look crazy 42. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: people think splits are freakish 43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: eyes. and teeth they have to have teeth 44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: hell yeah 45. Would you marry for money?: no 46. Have you had braces?: hmmm for like a month haha 47. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: wax 48. Do you like hairy backs?: AHHH 50. Could you live without a computer?: no! 51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: aim 52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 200 on one and another like 80 on the other 53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: the 50's-60's.def its wen there was no such thing as aids. 54. Do you wear white socks?: sometimes 55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off 56. Your favorite fruit?: strawberries 57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white 58. What is your favorite place to visit?: hawaii 59. What is the last movie you saw?: the notebook 61. Are you photogenic?: no 62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color 63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: yea 64. Is it chipped or fresh?: fresh 65. Do you have any dimples?: no except for the one behind my eye. weird 66. Do you remember being born?: no 67. Why do you take surveys?: because im sick and bored 68. Do you drink alcohol?: yea 69. Did you like or do you like high school?: blahhh. next year wil b good tho 70. What is the best accent?: british!!! 71. Who do you want to kiss?: a boy i like. 72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets. 73. Do you want to live to be 100?: no 75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: yea 76. Are you loyal?: yes 77. Did you ever cheat on a test?: yeah 78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off 79. Do you like your nose?: no :( it was broken then fixed and they effed it up 80. Do you think you can draw well?: im alright 81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real?: idk. 82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: too many 83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: variety 84. Do you write poetry?: yea 85. Do you snore?: no 86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: sides 87. Cats/Dogs?: dogs 88. Do you lick stamps?: no 89. Do you use an electric can opener?: yea :) 90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: yea THREE THINSG YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT: 1. music 2. my puppy 3. my friends and family TWO NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. regi/regina 2. and becky apparently THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. love 2. hate 3. not being able to control passion TWO THINGS YOU’VE EATEN TODAY: 1. strawberries 2. banana yogurt FOUR THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY: 1. my friends+MY PUPPY 2. the boy i like 3. music 4. and my cell fone ringtones THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. toothbrush 2. my cds 3. aim THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 1. humor 2. passion 3. trust TWO THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. in particular.. his smile 2. his eyes THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. writing 2. dance 3. horsebackriding TWO THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW: 1. the boy. 2. my birthday. and a job TWO CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. journalist 2. professor/teacher or sociology or psychology TWO PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION: 1. hawaii 2. and my bed. TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. find true love 2. have babies and watch them graduate FAVORITES 1] Letter?: G 2] Number?: 3 3] Drink?: parrot bay lol and tea 4] Color?: teal 5] Animal?: my puppy and horses 6] Person?: there isnt one. 7] CD?: all of mine are awesome. but my all time favorite is....don don don...coheed 8] Ice cream flavor?: hmmm cake batter 9] Month of the year: august 10] Day of the week?: saturday THIS OR THAT 11] Soda/Juice?: juice 12] Boys/Girls?: boys 13] Love/Hate?: love 14] Sex/Cuddling?: cuddling 15] Pepsi/Coke?: diet coke 16] Friday/Saturday?: saturday 17] Shoes/Sandals?: flip flops haha 18] Hugs/Kisses?: kisses 19] Reading/Writing?: writing 20] Cartoons/News?: news FRIENDS 21] Would you get into a fight for your friends?: yep i have 22] How many friends do you have?: enough 23] Ever gotten into a fight with your friends?: yes 24] What did you fight about?: bs 25] Worst thing you’ve ever done to them?: lied 26] Worst thing they’ve ever done to you?: betrayed me 27] Do you love your friends?: of course 28] Do they love you?: hopefully 29] Done anything you regret doing to them?: yea but why regret? 30] Do you fight a lot?: no except for those kids on the bus BOYS AND GIRLS 50] Favorite thing about the opposite sex?: eyes, hair, humor 51] Least favorite thing about the opposite sex?: the way they change around their friends...omg yes. and the way you can never figure them out 52] When you first see someone what is the first thing you notice?: how mean they are to me 53] What is your favorite feature about the opposite sexs appearance?: that certain thing they have about them. 54] Do you prefer cute or hot?: cute 55] Do you have a Bf/Gf?: no [56 &57]? 58] Boys are: mean, sexy, obnoxious, adorable, not trustable, crazy 59] Girls are: blah. lol LAST 60] Fight you were in?: over stupid shit 61] Person you yelled at?: my mom 62] Thing you touched?: the keyboard 63] Person you Im-ed?: rob. 64] Person that Im-ed you?: chris 65] Word you said?: bye 66] Time you smiled?: a while ago 67] Person that smiled at you?: coda? 68] Laughed?: yesterday 69] Cried?: yesterday 70] Went outside?: way too long ago. well yesterday morning to walk toby write to apoligize

could i be ANY madder? [03 Nov 2004|12:21am] wow. so yea. real friends? i realized that real friends = bullshit. dont ever call urself my real friend again. please. thanks. i dont even want to kno if i want to be ur "real" friend anymore. wow. you just make me so mad. SO mad like wat is there to think anymore. i NEED to get away from this shit. permanently. fuck you. for serious. at least one thing is good and 2 months ago wont repeat themselves. write to apoligize

im too scared to live tonight [27 Sep 2004|05:27pm] dear readers. theres so much i want to say but i dont know what i should let out. its so hard to fall for someone who is hard to read. theres 3 boys i have extreme interest in right now, but i know only one might work out. but i need to find out how he feels first. olga told me to go for it...and i think i might. but i hope i dont chicken out like i did at the pool hall. i actually like this guy, and i know hes great. im just so lost. everyone's got that certain someone...i dont. i need that certain someone, and i hope that things work out with this boy.. im just worried that ill get hurt...again. and why cant i forget him?!?! the worst guys are the ones i cant stop thinkin about. i hate him alright. band practice at 6. im hating it. 3 embers and envelopes x write to apoligize

chasing stars to be with you... [19 Sep 2004|09:53pm] so today was the first comp for good ol' mb. we did an okay job for the first real comp. we got 2nd place...there was only one other band. but they were amazing. like incredable. but w.e...we'll do better next time. just finished the french project. now im sittin here relaxing. i miss my friends. julie slept over last night and helped me make a shitty poster. 2 actually. and we watched reruns of sex and the city good times. im so...beat. i miss him. but we talked, so mayb things will fix themselves in the longrun. seeing couples in band makes me both sick and jealous. even though there is mayb 2 guys i would even think about goin near in the band...but that doesnt matter. cuz i dont want them. i want...him </3 oh well. things will get better, i hope. write to apoligize

i need to know that you're coming back [17 Sep 2004|10:15pm] oy. there has just been TOO much to take in recently. ive been through so much, and i want to thank the friends that stuck by my side through it all. olga, julie, erin, alex, stevie b (to an extent), and the few other people who know. there were definatly others...so thank you too. i want to make a special thank you to devin who kept me alive through this all. and to my loving mother, who understood, and is now pulling me through. i dont know what i would do without you two. i am just gettin done with all this tragedy when i come to realize that many of the friends (who i thought were the closest to me) were deceitful and decided to stab me in the hardest way that they could. thank you for that. i learned my lesson with you guys. i've truly grown up as a person and realized many things...among those many things, i've learned how to choose my friends....wisely. at this time, i really wish i had more time for everyone that means the most to me...but i just dont. its so hectic and stressful right now...but you guys mean the world to me. i really should listen to people more often when they say "he's a douchebag...hes's a piece of shit...etc" but i dont. but now...that doesnt matter, cuz i handled everything without his help. that piece of useless shit. and to think it couldve all been his fault. i'm so happy i know the truth now...happy, but dissappointed...just cuz i was wrong once again. again, erin and devin...thank you for your hours and support. the summer has been a huge rollercoaster...twists, turns, elevations, drops, flips, 360s...everything. its been great, and its been aweful. right now im at dinner at my cousins...i dont know what to do around family anymore. :-/ but school and marching band have been, and will be, hectic. ive realized that i can handle it. ive realized that i can handle anything. i need no punishment, because ive already punished myself...my mom told me that. and its so true. thank you. as the time to say goodbye to summer came closer, so did the time to say goodbye to many friendships...and i have. there's no use if they dont care about you, right? right. well im done blabbing. love, regina 1 embers and envelopes x write to apoligize

beach and stuff :) [01 Sep 2004|12:26am] so i decided to make a new journal. and i like it. so add me. but anyways. i thought today would b a total waste but i got a call from alex. yay! he invited me to the shore, which turned out to be totally kick ass. we hung out wit the boys from pms. haha. paul is super cute and i knew ed a while ago. he wears incredibly tight pants (says davey) and likes to hump. I SAW DAVEY. which was incredable. i miss him. and he's super sexy. <3 rocks i have work tm but then i think im hangin out wit coda, but who knows with him. but before that im hangin out wit jodi again! woohoo. school is not gonna b too fun once it comes, but at least ill have no time to worry about things. friday is the big day :-/ im scared. ohhh I HUNG OUT WIT DEVIN TODAY TOO! that was cool. write to apoligize

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